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She Is Smart Beyond Her Years
I dont know where she got it… …but it wasn't from me. When talking with Madison, I often wonder if I'm talking to myself. Not all the time, but a majority of the time, its like she can read my mind. Sh… -
Being the Defender
I sometimes feel that with Josh, I have to be there every minute of his waking day. Not because he needs someone watching him, I think sometimes that I have to be there to defend him in the off chance that “So… -
Thoughts Sparked by the TV
Late last night the TV was on, like usual. I wasn’t really paying attention to it, I don’t normally unless there is something on worth getting my attention. It wasn’t until I heard something about… -
They don't know me
I am tired to trying to live up or down to be the certain kind of person that some people have decided I am. Certain people who think their way is always right, and no one else can ever have a thought that even resemb… -
His eyes tell his story.
Look in my eyes…and tell me what you see.“ Often I have to wonder if Josh not talking is somehow holding him back. If not now, eventually? Its something that I have thought about and wondered about f… -
Trying to understand him
Close to a month ago, I got called into Joshs school. He was having what they referred to as “Behavioral issues” and needed to talk. He was plain and simple, being a brat to the other kids. We talked a few m… -
Taking a step back.
Being away from a situation, can often give you a more in depth look at what your up against. Instead of being face to face with it, thinking everything is completely normal, if you step back and view things from a d… -
It's safe to say we've made it…
Its safe to say that for a while now, we have been traveling down the smooth roads in life. Waiting. Having hit just about every bump there seems to have been to hit, and now finally coasting down through the smoothne… -
Worries and Growing up
In the middle of a conversation, my friend mentioned to me that Madi had been on her mind. “Shes forgotten what its like to be a kid I guess” was pretty much the only thing she said about it. And its true.… -
Grief is Hard
Loosing a child, I have been told, is one of the worse kind of deaths that one can experience. Of course, I dont say this in a bragging sort of way, like I have entered a club that no one else has, and I am a pr…

