Some days (even though I know better) I feel as if I am failing my son!
I am not doing enough.
I give into the tears, the cryings and the wails and allow him to hide out in television land or with Thomas in computer land.
I am afraid to
I know that this is wrong as the transition from those two things cause even bigger/louder wailings.
I wish I knew how to keep the tears away.
I feel my heart breaking.
I thought we were pass this stage... but no it looks as if we are there again.
I need to change his supplements, check his diet. Is he cheating and I don't know
Sigh the frustration of this thing they call autism
It is always a one foot forward as the other foot tries to go in the opposite direction.
BUT
I will only give myself this time to be melancholy...
AND
I will choose to act instead of feeling sorry for me.
Sigh
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