I'm 37 and I still want to do stuff like that when I see people being dumb and cruel to my daughter.  I don't know what the answer is to be honest, but please don't get yourself into trouble, it's not worth it.  It would just cause more problems and your mom has enough to do already without worrying that you will go round doing stuff like that. 

I DO understand, I have times when I want to shout and scream or give someone a good thump, but in the end, if I did that, it would just cause more problems for me, not the idiots who are trying to get attention by being dumb.

I'd like to point out that egging their house would likely have no effect on the kid in question, but rather his parents that would have no clue as to why you did it, but would have to clean it up and deal with any damages. I undersand the anger, but would encourage you to consider the source: an 11 or 12 year old with his own issues and insecurities and ignorance. Perhaps next time (sadly, it seems there's always a next time), do say something along the lines of, "Excuse me, he has Austism. Is there something funny about that to you?"

@filtered_sunlight@momaroo - @raspberryjade@xanga - 

I already know that egging someone's house is wrong, that is why I chose to refrain myself from doing it. but when someone is being cruel to my brother, whom i grew overly protective over the years, my first thought is always a nasty thought.

I am well aware that revenge is not the answer and will not solve any problems.

@filtered_sunlight@momaroo - My mistake, I did not clearly read your response.I apologize & Yes I do agree, which is another reason why I am glad I did not do something so low and immature. 

@P1AutismMom - hahaha :) you always find a way to cheer me up.

Sometimes i just wish i could've done something to them that would not create guilt in my heart.

calm down.  don't let it affect you.  jackasses and idiots exist all around the world throughout all of history.  if you get pissed off all the time and go on an emotional rampage of vengeance, nothing productive will get done.  choose what is important to you and how to achieve it.  if understanding is what you seek, how would you go about it.  egging someone's house will not make anything better besides your ego.  i learned this lesson a long time ago.  maybe you already know it, i'm just telling you just in case.

I understand your anger. I just find it interesting how you let us know that these kids were black. And before you go, "Well, I was just describing them because they were black," the fact that you pointed it out interests me more than anything. For example, if they were all blonde, I really doubt you would have gone out of your way to tell us that. I know this is completely off topic but I wonder if them being black added to your anger any. If that's why you so badly want to egg their house. Though, there is no point in asking such a question because I am sure you do not consisder yourself a racist and I'm sure you will deny such a thing even if it were true.

@Duhiana@xanga - I knew you would deny it. And I'm not offended a single bit. I just found it honestly interesting that you went you out of your way. And I really wish you wouldn't give the bs that "if they were Asian, white, Indian, I would have mentioned that too." I do not doubt that you would have mentioned it if they were Asian and Indian, but you wouldn't not have said "these white kids if the boys were white. And I really hope you won't try to argue that you would. I know American nature just a little to well to know that you wouldn't have.

And I'm not offended. Nor am I misunderstanding your post. Those boys making fun of your brother was wrong, disgusting, and outrageously deplorable. But, I feel that adding that they were black was (maybe subconsciously) placed there to enduce more anger. For example, you hear about a soldier killing a fellow soldier. You get angry. You think "what the hell is wrong with him?" But the moment it's let out that he's Muslim, you start thinking he's a terrorist. He shouldn't have even been allowed in the army. What were those generals thinking putting him on the front lines?

Studies have shown that when people hear of black people (or any minority that is associated with violence) has done something wrong, people get angrier than if they heard that the person was white.

You adding the fact that they were black is interesting to me becuase I live a world where race is still an issue, just a less talked about one. No one can call when a situation is racists because then we're extremists who look too deeply into things. Or maybe we're just not living in delusion. We're aware that racism is out there and when we see it, we will point it out.

Don't egg the house.  doesn't send the right message.  Egg the bikes.

I've been laughed at on numerous occasions, even by family members, when I flap my hands like your brother does (although I don't make the sound, over the years, learned not to). My family will smile and say "That's where Brandon gets it from" or something similar as my youngest does the same thing I do, hand flapping and toe jumping. I don't toe jump anymore either LOL

The difference? They do it with affection for my afflictions. They understand. Those kids do not. You can't educate them either because they're coming from a place where they're not open to that but rather open to criticizing and making fun of. I get how that can frustrate you to no end.

I also get the protectiveness, too. And the anger that builds. I think you did a good job. Ignoring it really is the best answer. If you had said something then, it likely would have escalated and perhaps they would have come back to do it again on a different day because they got a reaction out of you. You'd reinforce their behavior. Ignoring it really is sometimes the best defense. If a person is staring with a confused look on their face, that's different. They're curious. That's the time to educate.

However, have fun planning evil and dubious acts of vegence all you want. As long as you don't act on them, you're cool! Also, you have your blog here with tons of readers who know where you're coming from!!

@Tanezia_Delight@xanga -  Did you even catch that there were people making fun of this girl's disabled brother or did that point totally get lost in your rage?  

When I recommended this post to autisable and yes I did recommend it I had not even noticed the word "black" in the text mainly because I was focused on the entirety of the post and the hurt and sadness this young girl felt over the intentional ridicule of her little brother.  

I would gather the majority of readers on this sight would not have honed in on 5 letters in an article had you not brought such Unwarranted and Unnecessary attention to it.   .   

@Tanezia_Delight@xanga - "Also, you seem to be under the impression that I accussed you of purposely putting the word there"

Did i, in any context, say that? It seems when you read my post, you saw the word "black" and everything around my post got blurry and that is the only word you can focus on. Because, I have noticed that you failed to mention my brother's condition, or the main point of my post. Instead, you like to use one term to bash on me.

"Putting the word there intentionally, in
hopes to stir up more anger on an already sensative situaton that was
going to generate anger no matter what the boys' race were, is racist."

Now, how do you figure that I put the word there just to stir up anger? Like i said, if it was a white or asian person, I would put 'white' or 'asian.' You seem to be avoiding my statement in my last response. I claimed that if i were black, none of this would matter, and if the kid was anything BUT black, it would not matter.

Now, you say that you are not offended, yet your continuous responses differs so. I do not know if you are overly sensitive, or you just like to bash on people's post for mentioning the word black.

However, you did mention that the world is aware of racism . If that was the case, there would atleast be another person, other than you, pointing out that I was oh so, "racist." but however, it seems you only care that i mentioned the word "black", while others care about my brother's condition.

I do not even understand what is your point in your continuous harassment. Are you trying to point fingers at me and say I am racist? If that is the case, say what you want to say and stop commenting on off topic bullshit. My post is about my autistic brother and the crap he goes through, while all you give a fuck about is the word "black". get over yourself. I am sure I am not the only person who describes a person by their race. 

"some part of you knew that people would get
angrier hearing that the kids were black, or some minority in general,
and not white."

I had to laugh at that part. It is not like I carefully planned my post out. I just typed it out fresh from my mind when I went back to my house. It is not like i said, "Hmm.. maybe I'll put the word black there JUST so that people can feel my anger"

Maybe you can get through your thick head.
I was angry, if ANYONE, (of any color) treated my brother how he was treated.
but if you fail to acknowledge that, and if you just want to waste more of your time talking about off topic, and point fingers at me and CLAIM that I am racist just cause you got pathetic assumptions, than thats you.

However, other than the fact that I mentioned black in my post.
do you have any other facts that I am 'racist' ?

other than assumptions? 

Do you think I post this blog on autism to hate on black people? Because you are getting there.
I post this blog on autism, because my friend wants me to post my teenage perspective on autism and how i react to how my brother gets treated. & also, MANY ADULTS can understand where I am getting at.

@heatherbabes - sometimes when i ignore it, it feels that I am too weak to defend my brother. I feel bad though, should I have said anything like, "excuse me?" . they seem to be in middle school, and I do not think they understand the term 'autism' yet.

@xfemblem@xanga - I've not been angry at all in this post.

@Duhiana@xanga - I've yet to call you a racist. I understand 100% what you're blog is about. I was making a little note on something I picked up. I'm sorry if I offended you and made this post into something it wasn't. And I'm not just saying that. I truly am sorry.

Let me explain it this way, I am not calling you a racist at all. Just that using describing them as black when it has absolutely nothing to do with the story is offending. For example, you're brother being autistic is important to the story. The ignorance of those boys is the entire basis for your anger, which is completely justified. But let's say you weren't in the parking lot, but were on the second floor balcony (This is just a hypothetic situation), and the boy got really close and could easily touch your brother if he wanted to. In this situation, it might help the story if you explain that he was very tall, thus why he could reach you on the second floor. Or, if the boy approached you looked threatened and angered and it made you nervous. It would help to include that the boy was muscular and scary looking.

But when you describe them as black, it was almost like you were using that to explain why they were being ignorant. I AM NOT SAYING THAT THIS WAS YOUR INTENTION. Just that anyone who may be racist and reading this will think. "Of course, black people are all ignorant, so it's not a surprise they acted like that."

Maybe that way, you can see where I'm coming from. Ignorance towards your brother, who is autistic angers you. Ignorance towards my race angers me. I'm sure it was not your intention. But the same way you need to school people who don't understand autism, the same way I feel compelled to bring up stuff like this.